Two opposing ideas held
in thought, in my
head; balanced…a knife edge
their molecular makeup
vibrating in
time, in
tune with the universe, the
ever and the all.
Dismal and sorrowful:
irresistible force
meet
immovable
object…
the nanometer space
between
light
and dark; comfort
and pain.
Screaming to the nothingness inside…I can’t
escape its inevitability…
nothing my
senses can
discern;
can
choose between;
madness
limitless and
unlivable and wholly the creation
of my own
failure to
decide…
and the depths of
a
soul, of
dreams unrealized…never
to be disrupted
by
dawn.