An Endless Loop

Mesmerized…I was from the start
from the start I was held by your smile
a smile that completely enclosed me
enclosed and destroyed me

Humbled…from the very beginning
from the beginning I was stripped down
you stripped my soul completely bare
I didn’t care, for once I didn’t care

I’ll never fly with you as I really want to fly
Wanting to so badly, I don’t know how to try
It seems to me that this is how I’ll die…
You watching me…watching you cry

An endless loop of joyful misery…

Educated…from your first words to me
your words taught me to finally smile
when before, smiling always meant lies
lies from pain and midnight cries

Elevated…I was lifted by your kindness
a kindness natural and freely given
when giving was something only I did
something I did and something I hid

I’ll never fly with you as I really want to fly
Wanting to so badly, I don’t know how to try
It seems to me that this is how I’ll die…
you watching me…watching you cry

I’ll never fly with you as I really want to fly
Wanting to so badly, I don’t know how to try
It seems to me that this is how I’ll die…
You watching me…watching you cry

An endless loop of joyful misery…

Destroyed…by the loss of your smile
from the start I was held by your smile
a smile that completely enclosed me
enclosed and destroyed me

I’ll never fly with you as I really want to fly
Wanting to so badly, I don’t know how to try
It seems to me that this is how I’ll die…
You watching me…watching you cry

I’ll never fly with you as I really want to fly
Wanting to so badly, I don’t know how to try
It seems to me that this is how I’ll die…
You watching me…watching you cry

An endless loop of joyful misery…
An endless loop of joyful misery…
An endless loop of joyful misery…

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