fix

I can’t
fix you, I simply
don’t have the tools, ability
…the right…but what
I can
do
is watch and cry as you break
into smaller and smaller
pieces…and
I want
to fix you
I want and want and want
but trying is screaming
into winds is lying
to myself is
falling for the
obvious and wrong
answer…
I can’t
fix you because
you can’t let me
can’t give
me permission
can’t
change reality…
because I know
now
anything
that comes from me
any fix
I try create devise
any fix born
inside
will never
can’t
doesn’t
won’t recognize you
but will try
try
try
try and
burn out
in flames of despair and useless
sadness
for us
both…
…but I can hold you
love you
and…
…wait
while you
fix
yourself.

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