I want to learn to
feel the inner parts of
the universe, feel
the ends, the edges,
the wide open, full-throttle
speeding toward infinity
bigness
of it all.

I want, no… I need to
ride
the solar winds,
feel
the pull of stars;
the absence of
everything.

My soul yearns for
freedom and blackness,
light
and dark,
the directionless
of pure
emptiness.

I want to fall
upward
into the beginning
of
everything…
and feel the
heavy touch
of
nothing.

I need the
knowledge found
the
ideas hidden…
the life stream
uncovered and
laid
bare.